Thankful

THANKFUL. This is what I am trying to be.

I want to be thankful for the distance he has put between himself and the memories we shared.
I want to be thankful for the in and out and in and out and in and out of everyday
I want to be thankful for starting over...even without anything with me but You.

Lord, I want to be thankful when my boss yells at me for something I should have known better.
Lord, help me be thankful for menstral cramps. Help me understand it's for my own good.
Lord, help me be thankful for now.

Lord, you know my selfish heart. You know that my flesh is crying out day after day "But what about me?!", and even as it continues I want you to know, I am continually thankful you are always there to say "No," to me.

Lord, you are always there to say, "I still love you."
And Lord, I want to continue to be here to say "Thank You," My Lord, My God.

My Savior. Thank You.